So my mom saw me studying for my AP exam, which benefits me a lot more. "You can lie to everyone eles but not yourself" I wanted to cry. I've barely studied -- I can't say that. I've studied more than some girls in my class. Which makes me feel better in the end... But my parents said that as long as I know I studied that they won't be upset if I do poorly...
I might start studying heavy time now... I dunno.
Street-lights with Heather is going to be great. I can't wait for friday evening after the test. Maybe I might go out after the test, run around in a parking lot with friends and scream that the hard part is over. Now, all I have to worry about is the freakin' regents. GOTTA LOVE NEW YORK AND THEIR HIGH HIGH SCHOOL STANDARDS. GOTTA LOVE IT.
So in spite of my orchestra teacher, I've been behaving in that class and I'll start practicing tonight. Seeing as I have my lessons tomorrow, I'll be bringing the music there and I'm going to kiss ass for a little bit so I can show her who's boss of how I play my violin. NO ONE MAKES ME WRITE AN ESSAY on how to play the violin. An instrument in which I've been playing since third grade, thank you very much...
Time to dream about the next 8th & Ocean episode and clean my room. <333
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